Hey, Héctor, I know there are many things that you want to do and maybe you're thinking it's not worth trying to practice many stuff at the same time, but lighten up, you'll end up carrying out everything you want to do. Don't feel overwhelmed, I know that you don't have the enough time, but keep it up. Currently, I'm living in Japan 🗾 as you always wanted, so you can see that it was worth the hard work, wasn't it? Anyways, just take into consideration that you got to believe in yourself and you'll eventually get through it. Don't EVER try to move to the States, that isn't definitely working out in the future for you. Trust me, I do know what I'm talking about, after all I'm, you... Instead of moving there (bad idea), you just stay in the country for some years and after you graduate, you got to save some money in order to finally achieve your goals. My final advice is that you shouldn't quit that job you'll get when you turn 23....